Tears of Clown
Dreams of Fantasy

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• 1. Dreams of Fantasy (06:03)
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  open the book of dreams, a story with a happy ending
  past that marks the course you're on, leaving scars, containing the hurt,
  you turn the page
  to continue reading
  better times left behind
  stop reading and write your life
  
  Dreams of the future
  Dreams of fantasy
  labyrinth of lived experiences
  Dreams of Fantasy
  if you spend your time reading, you'll reach an end without an end
  predilection for perfection, dream of a full life
  
  Words bathed in melancholy
  trace in the form of history
  the story is not created by me.
  Everyone around me has their pen
  
  Writing itself with every step I take
  if I look back I can
  lose myself in my own past
  
  Dreams of the future
  Dreams of fantasy
  labyrinth of lived experiences
  Dreams of Fantasy
  if you spend your time reading, you'll reach an end without an end
  predilection for perfection, dream of a full life
  
  pages streaked with memories
  that embrace and envelop me
  together it´s so much easier
  help me write the best testament
  chapters to be write
  I will make it worthwhile
  the story that should never end
  all for dreams of fantasy
• 2. Wild Things on the Road (06:07)
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  full of energy, there's no stopping me.
  trying to be the best version of me
  hurtful words as obstacles on the way
  I wish to ask to you
  now are you proud of me?
  I will put in all the elements to make
  this book and story worthy of reading
  every day can be an adventure to live
  I can´t wait to tell you
  I am very proud of me
  
  so these are the wild things on the road
  you dodge them, they hit you and hurt you
  what doesn't kill you, makes you harder
  thirst for survival, hunger for greatness
  self-centredness is not allowed
  humility, empathy and affection
  come with me or get out of the way
  with you it's much more pleasant
  
  to be able to trust you gives me strength
  many times you will need a helping hand
  love gives you the courage not to fall behind
  I wish to ask to you
  now are you proud of me?
  the weight of life pushes you to the ground
  don't stop reading, the story must go on
  you will witness the constant struggle
  I can´t wait to tell you
  I am very proud of me
  
  so these are the wild things on the road
  you dodge them, they hit you and hurt you
  what doesn't kill you, makes you harder
  thirst for survival, hunger for greatness
  self-centredness is not allowed
  humility, empathy and affection
  come with me or get out of the way
  with you it's much more pleasant
  
  once upon a time there was a young man who dreamed
  of a life full of epic adventures
  oblivious to malicious wizards
  but with a noble and unyielding sweetheart
  
  winds from the surroundings resound dangerous
  capable of carrying poison to the mood
  atmosphere of envy, stabs you hard
  Can I fully trust you?
  you can fully trust me
  this world is a very dangerous place
  not all princesses and wizards are honest
  take note that not all witches are villains
  Should I fully trust you?
  you should fully trust me
  
  so these are the wild things on the road
  you dodge them, they hit you and hurt you
  what doesn't kill you, makes you harder
  thirst for survival, hunger for greatness
  self-centredness is not allowed
  humility, empathy and affection
  come with me or get out of the way
  with you it's much more pleasant
• 3. This Story is Mine (05:44)
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  shadows in the trees are watching me
  I feel the pressure in each decision I make
  I am the owner of the deeds I did
  Thoughts and looks stabbing me in the back
  
  no matter who's stalking me toxically
  In the shadows their eyes pierce my skin
  they all want to be part of my narrative
  what really matters is that this story is mine
  
  whispers and murmurs brought by the wind
  sometimes they are bitter, sometimes they are sweet
  with trust, their words don't seem to affect me
  however there is a trail of red ink
  
  no matter who's stalking me toxically
  In the shadows their eyes pierce my skin
  they all want to be part of my narrative
  what really matters is that this story is mine
  
  armour built on defeats, torn by hurtful events
  words are stronger than bullets
  
  the skin gets harder with every chapter of life
  vulnerable and naive trapped in lies
  
  words that weigh like stones in my bag
  it's getting harder and harder to turn the page
  toxicity in the air, in my tired lungs
  everyone knows there is an end
  
  no matter who's stalking me toxically
  In the shadows their eyes pierce my skin
  they all want to be part of my narrative
  what really matters is that this story is mine
• 4. The Forest of Sorrow (04:21)
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  when the light fades and the darkness
  comes accompanied by silence
  afraid to make the slightest noise
  so as not to awaken my demons
  
  Turn of the light and see your eyes
  
  long written pages of sorrow and pain
  striving to convey the horror
  I wait without raising my voice
  suffocating my demons
  
  Turn on the light and see your eyes
  the old forest of sorrow
  It's hard to find the words to describe
  the ancient hungry forest
  take my hand and squeeze it tight
  
  the forest is full of victims devoured
  by the demons in the darkness
  rain of tears from an unseen sky
  wetting the old dead trees
  
  Turn on the light and see your eyes
  the old forest of sorrow
  take my hand and squeeze it tight
  
  Turn on the light and see your eyes
  the old forest of sorrow
• 5. My Own Hell (06:04)
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  follows my trail like a hungry beast
  don't lift your head and creep
  echo of voices in the shadows,
  whispering ancient rites
  it's not just your life at stake
  Your soul doesn't belong to you
  
  drink the potion of life, and without knowing
  it you will give it up
  follow me, trust me and jump into the void
  my anguished trap
  
  living trees, covered by dead leaves.
  roots that crack in my wake
  There is no help for you as long
  as you are in my own hell
  
  Crawl if you can to escape
  you will cry out loud surrounded
  by celestial creatures
  not one will hear you never
  ignored by the others
  will you lose your dignity to fight?
  
  wolf howl foreshadowing the approaching death
  tears of blood on the trees
  the cursed land prepares to receive a new host
  feeding the roots with gloom
  
  living trees, covered by dead leaves.
  roots that crack in my wake
  There is no help for you as long
  as you are in my own hell
  
  a bit of uncertainty
  a bit of anxiety
  mixed with heartbreak, loneliness
  adds insecurity, mistrust
  grind it all up. Shake it up
  the recipe for the poison you've drunk
  
  you have prepared the poison all by yourself.
  You have been creating it for years
  I have only dragged you to meet your death.
  and feed on your misery
  
  living trees, covered by dead leaves.
  roots that crack in my wake
  There is no help for you as long
  as you are in my own hell
  
  Noo Noo noo!
• 6. Strange Journey (04:57)
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  Instrumental
• 7. Monster (06:12)
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  writing these lines, illusions of innocence
  Attitude to be loved, naive by default
  pure feelings, sincerity in these words
  emptiness and indifference of society
  
  toxic and rotten, everything they touch
  tainted dreams, pages stained with rage
  squeeze me, choke me, you're not going to destroy me
  these pages are going to witness, of the creation of a monster
  
  I write these lines to explain
  my fall into the deepest hell
  you squeezed me to weaken
  the desire to feel free
  I was not born like this
  you all have transformed me
  into this monster
  into this kind of Mr Hyde
  
  no one around can be, happy if one is not
  And there is no happi-ness in this story
  Walk on restrained tears, frustration about to explode
  words said to hurt, and so the monster is born
  
  Chapter of misfortune, chapter of nightmare
  come on turn the page, and let my vengeance flow
  now it's running out, for you all my mercy
  dark feeling blooming, in the atmosphere
  
  I write these lines to explain
  my fall into the deepest hell
  you squeezed me to weaken
  the desire to feel free
  I was not born like this
  you all have transformed me
  into this monster
  into this kind of Mr Hyde
  
  
  I can't believe it, negativity all around me
  polluting the world, destroying my life
  Take a deep breath, Do you feel peace inside?
  it's a loop of Doom, sad story of reality
Dauer: 39:28